EBBING

Throughout the day have been on an emotional roller-coaster. Hope is hanging on an unravelling thread. Waiting has been endless. Three hours seem like an age. The past three days an eternity. No signs of change. The celebrations have lost their sparkle, the only glitter discernible is of unshed tears. Been distracting myself with the positive in life. Mind cant get past the images or the death like silence.

Every breath is measured
Every heartbeat monitored

I dread what tomorrow will bring.